I have resisted writing a blog post about this, I prefer to focus on a relationship with God and ways we can look to improve it. However, I feel like I need to examine how the other one can tempt us in such small and innocent ways that can add up and be damaging to our relationship with God. 

Recently as I was reviewing my life, my attitude, and my choices in everyday living, it felt like there was a disconnect. When I tried to figure out why I was making the choices I was, it was like there wasn’t a good answer. For example, I would tell myself I was tired and put a chore off for another day only to stay up past midnight watching TV. Even as I saw the time getting later and later I would tell myself that I should be getting to bed soon, but would promptly put it off for just a little bit longer. It’s not a sin for me to stay up late, but if it impacts my work and attitude, maybe it’s a lack of taking care of the body God gave me. It may not be as dangerous as taking drugs or drinking to excess, but it’s still less than what God wants for me. Even though it was my choice, I really couldn’t figure out why I was making these types of choices. I began to wonder if this is how Satan tries to get a hold into our life and disrupt our connection with God.

I believe that God made all things good. I also believe that God gives us all the choice to either love Him or our own egos. Lucifer, the angel bearer of light, decided he was going to love his own ego over the God that created him. But that makes him miserable and he wants all of God’s creation to choose against God, not necessarily for him, Lucifer — aka Satan or the Devil, but as long as it’s against a relationship with God. If Satan tried to tempt me with drinking alcohol in excess, it would be a losing battle, as I fall asleep after a small glass of wine. However, Satan seems to look at our weaknesses to figure out how best to tempt us, especially when it doesn’t seem like a temptation.

Oddly enough in this past Sunday’s homily, Fr. Armando commented that we are “born into a battle.” The reference of a battle between good and evil is appropriate, since Satan often operates in ambush tactics. When we are worried or frustrated, those are soft spots for his attacks. If we struggle with health issues, financial issues, or relationship troubles with those around us, watch out as we can easily be led astray and make poor choices that affect not only ourselves and those in our families, but can hamper God’s efforts in walking these difficulties with us. Let’s be clear: God does not tempt us, ever. God allows us to be tempted because we have free will, the option to choose Him and His will over ourselves and our egos.

What makes Satan’s tactics so effective in such miniscule ways, is the secular culture that promotes a victim mentality (i.e. it’s someone else’s fault and not ours) as well as being led by how we feel. Feelings and emotions can change minute by minute, depending on what our circumstances are. It can be challenging to make solid decisions when we are polarized in either happiness or sadness. Society seems to expect us to be ecstatically happy all the time, and if we’re not we need to do whatever we can to be that way and to look at whatever is impeding that feeling as the enemy to be conquered. The irony is that it is often our own choices that have created the circumstances and our ego is the enemy. We can claim that “the Devil made me do it,” however, it was only a whispered suggestion that feeds our egos, similar to the one Adam and Eve heard in the garden, of how they can become god-like, that they can be in total control. We each make the decision to eat the forbidden fruit in our lives, and we need to take responsibility for that. However, we can ask God to help us when we are challenged or tempted. He may not remove the temptation, but He can help us walk through the challenge we are experiencing. 

Temptations are everywhere, but if we are mindful about how Satan operates, we can seek God’s protection and guidance. There will be battles that we fall as a result, but there is always God’s mercy to help us stand up to fight another day. Our focus should always be on God as the center of our lives, but awareness of how Satan operates to disrupt our focus can be a weapon in our daily battles.